Impossible Girlfriend

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This post for one girl that i like and recently i express my feeling to her since in High School. It was an old story when i started to like her before i graduate from High School and at the moment she was took relationship with a friend of us. We are quite often going together for eating, watching cinema or anything with 1 or 2 friends of us can be more than that and sometimes we going with her boyfriend for once or twice.

At the beginning, i dont have any feeling with her, such like relationship between friend only. You know, i like hangout with girl so i know what their feeling, their story or maybe just give some tease to her. But, time by time i don't know how the feeling comes, it was like sudden moment that happened to me. Okay, we are going together again for many times doing the same thing like eating, watching cinema and then hangout in one cafe at that mall. After than that, i was drove the car to bring her back home and that moment came. I said "You know, i like you and have any interest with you, do you want to be my girlfriend?" and then she reply "Okay, if we are take this relationship and we broke up, do you want us to be unfriend and broke this friendship".Do you know, i shocked and speechless for couple of minute and didnt reply her and it was over at the time. I think that i didnt want that moment happened to me, so i didnt reply her because of it.

Later that, we are graduated from High School and chose our path differently. She still continue her study in Pekanbaru while i went to Kuala Lumpur after getting 50% scholarship from HELP University. I didnt chat her after that for long time.

Until one moment, i forgot how we chatting again but i remember she was broke up from her boyfriend, not with my friend because they had broke up before they graduate from High School. She tells everything from her problem with him, her personal matter and many problem that i can't tell here because it is privacy. And i respond that with some solution that i can offer to her that maybe can help her.




So this is my thought to her:

Hi there,

You know you have such good beauty, you have white skin and really soft

You have good legs and propotional height, you could be model someday

I know you have some problem with your ex and another matter

I caught you always liking and posting gloomy status and picture

But, listen to me. Please, just one time

I didn't want let you thinking about your f**cking ex boyfriend

You know, why?

I love you

Should i shout in front of you or i bring microphone and say that in front of your ears

Why i love you?

Here is the reason, i like your attitude and how you present yourself. You such straight forward, strength and honest person. You will say the right thing about anything and i like that. Another thing, your speaking style with Minang accent is quite makes some little laugh for me.

But i can't do that and you know the matter is, if i get chance, i will take care of you with full energy of mine.

Believe me, you dont need to think about him anymore

There are many men that queue for you

You are amazing people with good manner

You don't need to worry

I will pray for you anytime in my prayer

I'm still be with you although we are not in relationship

I will show you that im still same like you know in High School

Whenever or wherever, do you want to talk anything about your problem

You know where you can be express it at

I will always listen it and give you some solution to help you

Because you know, i'm still keeping this feeling and still love you, my impossible girlfriend










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